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My Goal: Living Well

"Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going".

If you think you are beaten you are, if you think you dare not, you don't. If you like to win, but you think you can't, it is almost certain you won't.

(No Excuses, Finish)

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2011 goal:

1. Lose 10% of my weight! (depends how much weight I gain with this baby)

2. Lose baby weight (AGAIN) ...
"Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going".

If you think you are beaten you are, if you think you dare not, you don't. If you like to win, but you think you can't, it is almost certain you won't.

(No Excuses, Finish)

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2011 goal:

1. Lose 10% of my weight! (depends how much weight I gain with this baby)

2. Lose baby weight (AGAIN)

3. Lose 50 pounds this year

4. Restart Couch to 5k!

5. Complete Couch to 5k!!!!

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To the Fat Girl I was:

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I couldn't see how amazing and beautiful you were. I'm sorry that I felt the need to overstuff you with food so I could hide my shame and ugliness. I'm just sorry I didn't treat you better. I should have.

I should have realized that what you needed was love and encouragement and support. But I didn't realize that. I was too wrapped up in my hurt and depression to realize what I needed.

I'm sorry I judged you so harshly. I'm sorry that I saw your body as being ugly and unattractive. I'm sorry that I thought you were worthless. I made you the fat girl and then had the nerve to turn around and judge what I created. And for that I apologize.

But I have to say, you were freakin resilient! For years, you went out into the world everyday with a smile on your face and being life of the party. I don't think anyone had any idea how much you were hurting inside. You almost fooled me! LOL. I did you wrong, but you did the best you could with the cards you were dealt and for that- I thank you. You never let that fat girl image get you all the way down... you survived, barely- but you survived all the ridicule, the loneliness, the jokes, the awkward situations.

I've known you for so long that sometimes it's hard to realize that you are no longer going to be in my life... because when push comes to shove, you weren't all bad. But I have to move on and unfortunately, to move on- I have to let you go and all that you stood for. But by letting you go, I'm not judging who you are... I'm just realizing that the fat girl I was is part of my past and not my future.

So, I have to say goodbye. I'll hold on to the memories- both good and bad and treasure them because they will always be part of me. I love you and thank you for getting me through the hard times.
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Member Since: 2/24/2009

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Fitness Minutes: 5,468

My Goals:
My goal is to look in the mirror and like who is looking back at me.

I want to be a good role model for my girls!



My Program:
Sundays - Walk (1 1/2 miles)

Mondays - Yoga
(60 minutes)
Walk (1 1/2 miles)

Tuesdays - Kickboxing (45 minutes)
Walk (2 miles)

Wednesdays - Kickboxing (45 minutes)
Walk (2 miles)

Thursdays - Yoga
(60 minutes)
Walk (1 1/2 miles)

Fridays - Walk
(1 1/2 miles)

Saturdays - Walk
(1 1/2 miles)

Personal Information:
I am a mommy of 3 precious little girls who I love with all my heart. 2 living with me here on earth and 1 that was born with wings.

I am married to my soulmate.

I am determined to becoming the person I know I am on the inside.

Other Information:
I am a Twilight addict! I can't get enough of the Twilight series!


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BLUEROSE73
7/27/2013 12:18:29 PM

Happy Saturday. Hope you are having a great summer, and reaching for your goals
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WOLFKITTY
2/10/2013 11:06:44 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2013!!!
Where are ya, Done Girl!? I hope no matter where you find yourself in life, you are definitely enjoying it this birthday!!

All the very best,
Jocelyn



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NIXY72
2/20/2012 7:44:41 AM

Happy Belated Birthday! May this year be the year that all of your wildest dreams come true!

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2/16/2012 9:07:51 PM

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Belated Happy Birthday wishes to you! Hope the celebration was DONE just right!

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2/13/2012 4:26:30 PM

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I hope you had an awesome day to kick off this awesome year!



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