I am almost 38 years old. I've let myself go and I'm at a horrible point in my life physically. I am considered clinically obese because I'm 100 pounds overweigh. I'm a smoker. I am an EXTREMELY picky eater. Financial difficulties have led me to drop my gym membership which I had for 2 years and never missed a single day of exercising. I lost 40 pounds but have now gained it all back. Boo! I saw a picture of myself taken the other day. I was sitting down and I am enormous. I look like a beached ...

I am almost 38 years old. I've let myself go and I'm at a horrible point in my life physically. I am considered clinically obese because I'm 100 pounds overweigh. I'm a smoker. I am an EXTREMELY picky eater. Financial difficulties have led me to drop my gym membership which I had for 2 years and never missed a single day of exercising. I lost 40 pounds but have now gained it all back. Boo! I saw a picture of myself taken the other day. I was sitting down and I am enormous. I look like a beached whale. I have to get my health and weight under control.