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With my life in shambles, I gained all my weight back...




Three years later and I gained all my weight back :(




November 2010, I was down to 150


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I AM BACK!....AGAIN.
I have gained all my weight back....

As a Christian, the last 3 years has been hard. My wonderful Christian husband divorce me and now I struggle with being a working single mom.

It is hard to believe I let this happen. While married, I lived on 90k/year and now am down to 20k and living well below what I was used to. We never over spent or lived high, but I never wanted for healthy foods. When we needed something, I could buy it. Now I stare at fruits and veggies and wonder what I could afford. Making choices to not buy fruit because we need toilet paper. When I could not function in my kitchen without paper towels, I know see them as luxury items.

Trying to adjust to working, getting kids out of the house and preparing food left me missing meals, grabbing cheap comfort foods and using most of my grocery budget to make sure my kids had their "kid friendly" foods.

I am still not sure I can even start this journey again. I am frustrated that nothing fits me, sad, ashamed of how I look, and unable to afford buying clothes. I am hoping to try this again and get my life back in control.
My continued prayer for the restoration of my marriage has not changed. This is the hardest battle I have had to fight but with the help of an annointed ministry www.rejoiceministries.org, and support from others standing for their marriage on FB...I have hope.

If you wish to support me in prayer through this journey, it will be so greatly appreciated.

Standing in CA

Sabrina Lawson
"between a promise and a miracle..."


Member Since: 1/19/2009

Fitness Minutes: 3,079

My Goals:
I want to weigh 120-130 Lbs and have six pack abs and an awesome back!


I want to feel happy and energetic and to be a good mom and wife.


My Program:
SPARKPEOPLE, of course. Logging in food, exercising with Jillian Michael's videos, cook at home more, eating less



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I am a Christian, married, stay home mom to 2 beautiful children, one having special needs.



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  • v INTEGRITYBLUE
    hang in there! Its going to be rough for a while but stay focused. Please email me if you need support as Ive been through this and know what you will be going through in the next year. I met my husband at a christian college and we moved here on a job he got as a preacher. He left me after 13 years as well. You can get through this! God promises!
    1883 days ago
  • v FILLANGES
    Hey there. Welcome back to Spark and WELCOME to"I Can Do All Things Through Christ!" Unleash the power of God in everything you do! Take care and God Bless.
    In His service, Rick emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1953 days ago
  • v IUHRYTR
    emoticon for joining the "I Can Do All Things Through Christ!" team. I wish you much success with your weight loss. Take things one healthy meal, one exercise, one positive day at a time and always believe in yourself you can do this, one pound at a time. emoticon -- Lou
    1954 days ago
  • v BLACKANDI
    emoticon to the 30 Day Shred team!!!! emoticon
    2406 days ago
  • v SHAUNDRA825
    Hey! We're SparkBuddies now! :)
    2423 days ago