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So I came back when I gained 10 ... now I've gained 15! Booo! I can't believe I put all of that work in to lose 30 pounds and I've gained back 15.

I feel disgusting and disappointed in myself. I don't know what needs to happen to get my butt in gear, but something needs to change and fast. My eating is not super awful, but also not super good.

I stopped working out after I went into the hospital 4 months ago even though I am physically capable of working out. ...
So I came back when I gained 10 ... now I've gained 15! Booo! I can't believe I put all of that work in to lose 30 pounds and I've gained back 15.

I feel disgusting and disappointed in myself. I don't know what needs to happen to get my butt in gear, but something needs to change and fast. My eating is not super awful, but also not super good.

I stopped working out after I went into the hospital 4 months ago even though I am physically capable of working out. It's like I stopped for a couple weeks and then just couldn't get back into it. Now it's been so long since I've worked out, I'm absolutely dreading it! Every night and every morning I say I'll get up and at least go for a 45 minute walk, but that has only happened a few times successfully.

I want to scream out, "What should I do?" but I know the answer to that. I need to eat healthy and exercise - that's the true way to go.

I feel better now that I've shared all of this. It was stuck inside me and now I don't feel trapped by the extra weight, but more like I have a plan to get it off.

Christmas is still 10 weeks away, that means I could healthily lose the extra 15 pounds before I have to see family and old friends.

Let's DO this!
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JB7OUT
10/31/2013 12:37:16 PM

Thank you for the encouraging words.



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ALICEART2010
10/30/2013 3:02:45 PM

Thanks for stopping by my blog! Alice



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VEGANFITLADY
10/30/2013 1:12:58 PM

thanks for the comment on my blog! Yes, I'm very happy about it! Hope you're well!



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LSDALOIA
2/16/2012 5:41:48 PM

Thanks for your words of inspiration and caring on my blog.



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MOMTO2GR8KIDDOS
2/15/2012 6:52:29 PM

Thanks so much for the reassurance on my blog! It really is all about one day at a time!



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