Hi I'm new here too my names Gemma, Pleased to meet you! :-)
I know how you feel its hard to see a way past it all when you have a lot to lose i lost 3 stone just over a year ago but i still have 2st3lb to go till i get to my goal weight im here as i've lost my motivation I seem to have hit a plateu and cannot seem to find a way out.. I'm sorry to hear bout your medical problems but glad you are starting to feel better. I'd like to welcome you to the uk too :-) Hope your enjoying it? How old are your boys? I have a daughter she's 12 and me and my partner are planning on trying for a baby soon!! I want to get back on track b4 we start trying really so i dont lose my way when i'm pregnant!
Anyway just wanted to say hi and let you know there is a friendly face also new here if u fancy a chat..
It is nice to meet you! You are going to love it here!! Spark has many neat free tools to help you realize your goals. Check out the nutrition journal as well as the many exercise videos. I highly recommend joining a few teams to meet some of our members to share ideas and get added support when you need it. Good luck in reaching your goal!!