Welcome back. I know you can do this. It takes hard work and dedication. Surround yourself with positive images and read books, blogs, articles all that motivate you. And really focus on eating healthy. That's a big part. I have to focus on food too. I have too many days that I eat too much sugar. You can do it! 1316 days ago
Mom- I know the lack of motivation thing. That was why I did crossfit, because they really help with the motivation. Maybe you need a gym like that? Or something that has a class style workout to it, rather than a gym where you just go off on your own. Or maybe, what if you got a personal trainer for a few sessions- ideas and motivation ??
I guess you can also just start on your treadmill and the Wii again.