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December 2010





Oct 21st 2010. My 29th birthday. 82lbs lighter!



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What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail.

What do I say about myself? After trying so long to survive everyday I realize now that I have not lost myself, because I never really knew myself to begin with. I don't know what kind of person I really am. There is the person people think I am, the person I want to be, and the person who is dying inside of me. Part of my weight loss journey is to see who I really am. What do I really like, what really drives me, what do I hate even?
What I want is to be healthy, to run upstairs, ...
What do I say about myself? After trying so long to survive everyday I realize now that I have not lost myself, because I never really knew myself to begin with. I don't know what kind of person I really am. There is the person people think I am, the person I want to be, and the person who is dying inside of me. Part of my weight loss journey is to see who I really am. What do I really like, what really drives me, what do I hate even?
What I want is to be healthy, to run upstairs, to lose the weight, to finish school, to stop crying, to work, and to laugh.
One day at a time...

Right now I am almost halfway to my goal and I feel wonderful! I really hope that my journey will inspire others to do what they need to do to be strong and healthy.

It's hard to make people understand that spiritual, mental, and physical health are intricately connected and when one fails, the others are weakened and may fail as well. As I lose the weight and become physically healthier my mental and spiritual health are growing as well as a natural by-product of getting fit. I feel stronger than I have ever felt in my life, mentally, physically, and spiritually. I am just grateful that I was able to hit my rock bottom and begin fighting to work my way up...Its so worth it. I love being on this ride and don't ever want to get off!

I also have a blog so everyone, sparkies or not, can follow along and join me on this ride. I hope to use my experience to help change others lives and welcome any tips, comments, advice, and encouragement. www.fromfattofabulous.tumblr.com
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Member Since: 5/5/2009

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My Goals:
I want to be under 200lbs.
I want to shop in any store.
I want to fit in airline seats.
I want to walk up hills without my lungs burning.
I want to be happy.

My Program:
Well, I have recently returned to the life of a vegan and I am so happy about it...for me, being vegan is about my health, the environment, animal rights, and spirituality. I would like to increase my raw food intake on a daily basis and am doing pretty good with that. I am trying to workout at least 4 times a week. No less, but more is good.

I will drink only water and sometimes soy milk. No juice and no soda - except for the VERY occasional treat.

Personal Information:
I live in Ontario Canada, and I am Sociology major. I am planning to go for at least my masters and get into counseling for women and youth - probably. I am loving this getting to know me thing. I love the water, warm weather, and music - reggae, hip hop, and pop are my most listened to genres.
I believe strongly in equality for EVERYONE and I am an animal activist.

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"A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous." - Coco Chanel

Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music. Angela Monet

Be yourself; everyone else is already taken Oscar Wilde



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11/2/2012 2:04:51 PM

emoticon Happy Belated Birthday.

Persons born on the Libra-Scorpio cusp can be very critical. They may be in demand when an honest critique is needed, as they often hold nothing back. Likewise, they may be avoided
for their scalding tongue. They may mistrust their intuition. While they are usually coolly objective on any subject, they can also be a bit wild. Once they are committed to a course of action, they will most likely see it through to completion no matter how difficult it may get.

Libra-Scorpio may have some conflicts between what they know intellectually and emotionally. They are charming and attractive, despite their potential detachment.
They need to learn to relax and have some fun. Libra-Scorpio needs to keep themselves open to unusual experiences. If they persist against the odds and don't run away, they can be leave their past behind and embrace whatever is to come. While it is easy for them to be cynical and sarcastic, this attitude can hurt them immensely.
Libra-Scorpio is attractive and seductive. They have an intensity that is difficult to ignore. They are naturals in any social situation. They are good communicators and can handle abstract reasoning with ease. They are more perceptive than they let on. They make loyal friends. Often misunderstood, they can come across as bossy or sarcastic. They may be manipulative or sly.
Libra-Scorpio is interested in both the mystical and the scientific. They may end up self-indulgent or compulsive. They enjoy being lazy just as much s they enjoy challenging pursuits. They are romantic and devoted. They can see all sides to any situation and have a passion and strength that is admirable.
Libra-Scorpio has trouble letting go. They want everything to be perfect, and if something has to be presented in a lesser state they suffer embarrassment.
The Cusp of Drama and Criticism is known for their ambition, intensity, powerful, mystical, loyal, romantic and playful attitudes. They can also be lazy, stubborn, sly, manipulative, sarcastic, volatile, self-indulgent and dictatorial. They do work hard and have a strong sense of sexuality about them.
Those born on the Libra-Scorpio cusp are tenacious. They can be very jealous of others, and may be untruthful. They like to keep a neat appearance. They almost always can come out fine no matter what predicament they get themselves into. They are competitive, positive and conscientious. This innate determination sees them through many rough times. They are independent and they don't like others to meddle in their projects, no matter how well-intentioned they are.




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10/23/2012 8:01:17 PM

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Hope the celebration was DONE just right!



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10/22/2012 5:46:23 PM

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10/22/2012 5:28:02 PM

Happy Belated Birthday, Done Girl! Hope it was amazing!
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10/22/2012 10:12:55 AM

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