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My Transforming Journey

July 12, 2013. The REAL, the one and only BIG start over. The day I found my hubby submerged in the deep end of our pool....after he'd apparently tripped and hit his head on the cement as he fell in.

I thought my life changed on January 26, 2013, five and a half months earlier when I lost my mom...but little did I know.

I am now trying now to find out who I am without him. The REAL transformation has begun.
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Who said it doesn't matter how many times ...
July 12, 2013. The REAL, the one and only BIG start over. The day I found my hubby submerged in the deep end of our pool....after he'd apparently tripped and hit his head on the cement as he fell in.

I thought my life changed on January 26, 2013, five and a half months earlier when I lost my mom...but little did I know.

I am now trying now to find out who I am without him. The REAL transformation has begun.
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Who said it doesn't matter how many times you fall, but how many times you get up? Well, I am up again....

June 23, 2013 - Start over 201.
May 13, 2013. 2:00 pm - Start over 196.
September 12, 2012 First weigh in with BLC #20 - Start over 192.

No details. No explanations. I am just doing it.

July 23, 2010. Start over 186.
July 30, 2011. Start over 187.
September 1, 2011. Start over 188.
July 6, 2012. Start over 191.
August 20, 2012....joined the BLC 20 challenge.



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Member Since: 2/5/2006

SparkPoints: 36,490

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My Goals:
How many wake up calls does it take? I have been SO blessed with good genes and daily miracles, but I recognize my time on this wonderful planet is not forever. I want to get to a normal body weight before it is too late, so I can extend the quality of my wonderful life.

My Program:
Mindfulness in all things.

Live in a constant state of gratitude.

Laugh until my belly hurts.

Forgive all.

Stand right back up if I fall.

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I am what I am.

Other Information:
Fourth generation Californian, old hippie, who despite her protests, has grown become a combination of both of her parents.

I love theater, "fringe" music (opera, trad jazz, folk, Hawaiian falsetto, etc.), foriegn films and "funky" art. I paint, travel, laugh, and talk too much.

I think life is an spiritual journey and realize, even at my age, I have only just begun, and am barely scratching the surface of awareness.

I never read as much as I would like to, but am in a group that forces me to read at least one book a month...

In 2013 I lost both my mom and my husband... But am blessed to still have my dad, my son, my friends, and most of all my two precious grandbabies.,

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MTRACHEL
6/8/2014 11:22:20 PM

Listened to Moment of Forever for the first time..wow! Kindness Conversations arrived and I am starting them tonight with thoughts of you and Alan.



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VALERIEMAHA
6/4/2014 9:45:25 AM

DAMN IT! I lost the comment I was typing you! And it was really inspired too!!! I was waxing eloquent about how, although with the madness of road tripping I had missed your birthday, you KNOW I wish for you healing, unbridld joy, optimal wellness and all the happiness you can squeeze out of this maniacal crazy world!!!

Connie is a dear friend from yoga associations back in the 80s! A great artist...She has a few pieces there on her SparkPage. She's new and a bit confused by all the Spark stuff. Help her out now-and-again!

Our coming-together is getting closer with each passing day! Did you peruse my last blog? Making slow-but-sure progress.

Love prevails,
Maha



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FLYCHRISTI
5/30/2014 4:52:00 AM

Happy birthday to you!
Wish me the same, we have the same day.
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GIRLINBRAZIL
5/29/2014 4:48:15 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A GREAT WOMAN!

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CEILIE2
5/28/2014 4:26:03 PM

Hope you enjoy your cruise! be thinking of you. emoticon



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