to the Lost a Loved One team. My sympathies on your loss, whatever it may be. I lost my Mom in August of 2010 and have found the journey much more difficult than I ever could have imagined. You've come to a great team of individuals who have experienced loss and are grieving much as you are yourself. I hope that in this team, you will find an element of healing for your grief.
I hope you will stop by the team message boards and introduce yourself in the introduce yourself thread. There is also a resources thread that has a lot of good references and information, as well as a chat & support thread where team members just meet to vent and learn to know each other. If you have specific things you would like to have discussed, please feel free to start your own thread; and if you don't feel up to posting, just come to read and find encouragement. Looking forward to learning to know you and best wishes on your journey to a healthier you.