Evergreen Air & Space Museum 2011
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Secrets of Success
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thanks for the goodie and the warm welcome!
1270 days ago
HI Anne !!! THANKs for ur comment on my blog. It sounds as if you also had a toxic parent? The letter of writing a love letter to myself is a GOOD ONE !!! As soon as I can SINERELY DO SO , I will.
I know I am pretty,, something she ALSO tried to DESTROY , but she COULD NOT DO !! I had WAY TO MANY others telling me how BEATUIFUL my eyes are,, my hair,,, how they then as a teen WISHED they were as THIN as I was,,,but to me that was UGLY thin,, LOL I had to GAIN LBS to be on the gymnastic team,,, I didn't,,,I couldn't no MATTAH HOW HARD I TRIED, so they lied and said I did. LOL Those were the TIMES,, an dI STAYED that way til I was 38,, in a cah accident,, than KA BOOM !!! I lost my FAVORITE JOB,,, and my LOVELY HIGH Income,,, I became depressed,,,, than KA BOOM ! In a severe cah accident,,, that just added to all I was going thru. ON CAME THE LBS AND FAST thanks to steroids,, and antidepressants which DID NOTHING for me !!!
I've since come to apprieate that the job is gone,, but now I am a CL For the Dawggies,, giving me Something ELSE to do that I LOVE and CAN DO at home. :) Also the depression from that is pretty much gone. I worked HARD AT THAT !!! The steroids I NOW REFUSE !!!! They DO NOT really help as "they promised". I am still in horrific pain 24/7, but that's NOT THAT BAD as it COULD be,, ,for I CHOOSE to look at the better side,, I AM ALIVE and I CAN Breathe on my OWN !! So all else can be worked with ! WOOHOOOOO !!! Doesn't matter if I am on surg #16 with feet,,, or that my back won't move,, I CAN BREATHE and have A TON of friends,, and some fam left,, that's ALL that matters,,, with this I KNOW I am good person. Now to get to where I can write that letter and have it be MORAH than about looks. THANKS Anne ! THANKS !! May you do VERY WELL on the 5% !!
1271 days ago
Congrats on being our "Firecracker Of The Day". I like your slow and steady approach. I also believe that is how to develop a healthy life style that will last. Hope you join our next 5% Challenge
1296 days ago
A new month brings with it renewed commitment to our goals. Get out there and make some progress. You can do great things!
Here's to a great June!
1318 days ago
May Day and Cinco de Mayo--a great start to a month of lovely sunny weather and longer days. Enjoy it!
1351 days ago