My 4 year old daughters first day of preschool
My daughters with Mt Hood in the background summer 2010
My Dogs Winter 2008
I am ready to do this... for me, for my family, for my health.
I was always the fat kid through grade school and I was always the last kid to get picked for the P.E. sports teams. I always had to have my pants hemmed up, because not only was I fat, but I was short, too!!I
Then in high school, I lost the weight. (Hormones can be a wonderful thing!!) A combination of discovering boys and peer pressure caused me to change my eating habits. Unfortunately, that meant I just didn't eat much at all. Once I lost the weight, I also became more physically fit and active in sports and weight lifting.
After moving away to go to college, I had no problem keeping the weight off. Living on a student budget meant I didn't overeat. And having free access to the university gym, pool and aerobics classes, meant I stayed active.
Even after graduating, I was able to keep the weight off by having a very physically demanding job and eating minimally. Eating for me became a necessity. I would work 12 hours a day, then be on call all night. Sometimes eating wasn't as necessary as my work. Many times, all I could deal with was the emergency in front of me. Often, I would go for the entire day, eating nothing. Many days, my job would leave me so exhausted, I didn't have the energy to eat in the evening.
That all changed when I turned 35 and met my husband, who is an amazing cook and trained as a chef. I would get home from a stressful day at work to find a lovely meal prepared for me- Pure Bliss :) Eating became more of a social event for me and I discovered food could taste good. I had been a healthy weight for 20 years, (maybe due to not-so-healthy eating habits) then I got married and..... Voila, I gained 20 lbs.
Actually, the 20 lb weight gain was gradual, and of course all my own doing. I had tried here and there to lose the weight, but it proved difficult to shed. It wasn't until I turned 39 and became pregnant with our first child that the extra weight began to become life changing. I gained 60 lbs during 9 months of pregnancy!!! (Hormones can be an awful thing!!) I was lucky to have a healthy baby girl. She arrived 2 weeks early due to pregnancy induced hypertension (PIH). My blood pressure had reached 200/100!!
In the next year, I lost 40 lbs and was within 20 lbs of my pre-pregnancy weight, when surprise... daughter number two was on her way. Again, I gained the 40 lbs back and have been at this weight for 2 years now. 60-70 lbs more than I would like to be.
I want my body back!! I was 9 months pregnant at my 20 year high school reunion and had a 1 1/2 year old and two week old baby at my 40th birthday party!! I need to lose weight to be healthy for my girls. I feel so blessed to have had children late in life. They are amazing girls. But now I need "me" back, so I can be there for them.
I have found it hard to find time to exercise..... hard to find time for myself.
I am ready to do this, but I am not sure I can do it alone. I have already read so many inspirational stories... so many obstacles cleared... so many hurdles jumped!! Many SP stories make my journey look like a cakewalk :) I guess I just need that extra Spark!!
I will lose 60 pounds, so I can keep up with my girls!!
I will make mindful eating a habit.
I will exercise 6 times a week.
I will drink at least 64 ounces of water a day.
I will visit SP daily.
10 lb loss= Pedicure
20 lb loss=Haircut and highlights
30 lb loss= 2 hour massage
40 lb loss=Weekend at the beach with family
50 lb loss= Tattoo
60 lb loss= Custom fit pair of Indi Jeans!!
I recently was diagnosed with a 90% tear of my right anterior cruciate ligament, so I need to lose weight to help improve my chance of a successful surgery. I am exercising daily. I joined our local Curves and I have started jogging again. Slow, but steady.
I have stopped drinking all coffee and mocha's and now just drinking lots of water and green tea. That was tough to do!!
I live about 1 hour East of Portland, Oregon on a 5 acre farm. I have a wonderful husband and two beautiful daughters. We share our farm with 1 horse, 3 sheep. 20 chickens, 1 dog, 5 cats, 2 fish and 1 turtle :)
I have been a veterinarian for 12 years and love my profession more every day.
I volunteer for the Oregon Zoo and take animals out to Head Start classes one day a week. I love to see a childs eyes light up when you bring an animal out they have never seen before.
| Pounds lost: 31.0