Congratulations on the loss! I'm here with you. Maintaining is so hard, with lots of ups and downs. Things that used to work before don't work for me anymore, at least not for as long as they used to! But you know what? We're still here, we're still trying, and I think we just have to realize this is our life, and it's always going to be a struggle but we can do it. We've hung in so far and we'll keep on going!