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My journey to find me.... I am hiding underneath it all!

Excuses, excuses.... you would think I would be out of them by now. My real problem is that I do not believe in myself or think I am worth the effort. I must change the way I see and talk to myself. I have to see myself the way others do and realize that I am worth it. I keep telling myself that if I was only 50 pounds lighter then I will be worth something... truth is I AM WORTH IT TODAY... even as I it upon my butt that is not exactly as I would want it!

Anyway here is my ...
Excuses, excuses.... you would think I would be out of them by now. My real problem is that I do not believe in myself or think I am worth the effort. I must change the way I see and talk to myself. I have to see myself the way others do and realize that I am worth it. I keep telling myself that if I was only 50 pounds lighter then I will be worth something... truth is I AM WORTH IT TODAY... even as I it upon my butt that is not exactly as I would want it!

Anyway here is my journey... It is going to be hard, painful and (knowing me) funny all rolled into one... and hopefully what we will find underneath all this is the real authentic me!!!






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Member Since: 6/4/2007

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Fitness Minutes: 265

My Goals:
I want to feel better, live better, and look better. I am seperated from my husband of 8 years and it has been difficult to deal with the emotions that come with that without diving into a chocolate cake... I was never really a fan of chocolate until recently... now it and mashed potatoes are some of my best friends... LOL

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I am trying to watch what I eat and exercize...

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MANYPOUNDSTOGO
6/19/2008 7:21:08 AM

Just wanted to stop by and let you know that the leaders from ~~~New Beginings~~~ are thinking of you and missing you on the team. Please stop by and let us know how you are doing. Have a great day!



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METSMES
1/6/2008 7:38:04 PM

Hi Angela Saw your huddle and thought I would stop in and say hi. Your right you are worth it today, and tomorrow and the next day and the next. I tell myself the same thing every day.
Mary



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12/12/2007 1:24:10 PM

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MAHJARUNNER
12/11/2007 5:50:46 PM

Hi. I am really impressed with your honesty and self-reflection. I think we all struggle with self-worth at times. But wow, look at you go! 44 pounds is pretty great, especially for those of us with thyroid problems. Congratulations!



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DARKNESS2NIGHT
12/11/2007 8:08:17 AM

Great Page,
Keep making progress!!!

We will reach our goals



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