Hello! I came across your page and just thought I'd let you know I know how you feel! I am so unmotivated and I do the same thing you do with the on and off thing. I just vented about 3 paragraphs long on some forum lol.
I just wish we could see results everyday so that we know the work we do is worth it and not some waste of time. So, I just wanted to say good luck, and remember every day is a new day so you can try again. That's how I'm starting to look at it. I didn't do well with anything today so I'm going to try and dance for 20 minutes tomorrow...we'll see lol. 2551 days ago