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Going through a personal tragedy, which has triggered a relapse, and unfortunately i have no motivation to help myself out of it.


I only delude myself when I stand too long in front of the mirror.

When I catch an incidental glance, I know I don't look healthy.

I feel awful and have symptoms I "never thought would happen to me."

I'm one of those ambivalent-about-treatment types and don't have insurance as a motivator.

While ...
Going through a personal tragedy, which has triggered a relapse, and unfortunately i have no motivation to help myself out of it.


I only delude myself when I stand too long in front of the mirror.

When I catch an incidental glance, I know I don't look healthy.

I feel awful and have symptoms I "never thought would happen to me."

I'm one of those ambivalent-about-treatment types and don't have insurance as a motivator.

While I'm 'waiting for Godot,' I'm setting a new gw (88 lbs.) because I'm just that uhinged.

I was about 5'8, now 5'7ish. Hmm...


struggling with anorexia



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recovery from anorexia with no weight gain, unless it is from muscle tone...will need to start a strength training program and end this obsession.
update: going through a personal tragedy, which has triggered a relapse, and unfortunately I have no motivation to help myself out of it. I know it's unhealthy to be in the 90's at 5'7"/5'8", and even more dysfunctional to strive for 88 lbs soaking wet, but it is what it is - an illness.

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BAKERICLISA
7/20/2011 5:57:31 PM

You are setting a 'goal weight' of even lower even though you know you don't look healthy to even yourself. Who or what are you trying to grab their attention by virtually ruining your health and on the verge of killing yourself . . . .is this CONTROL worth it?!?



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NOT-LEASE-LISE
2/17/2011 2:07:20 PM

Bonjour!

J'aime bien la couleur vive de l'arrière-plan de ton: SparkPage
Comme toi, je suis aussi végétarienne!
On pourrait peut-être s'échanger des recettes?

la nouvelle co-leader de SparkFrancophone
Lise

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BIBIMOI
9/2/2010 1:29:15 AM

J'ai été très heureuse d'entendre de tes nouvelles. Mais malheureusement, elles ne semblent pas très positives.
Je te souhaite tout le courage nécessaire!
Je peux t'aider d'une façon ou une autre?
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BIBIMOI
2/11/2010 7:27:04 AM

Il y a d'admirables possibilités dans chaque être. Persuade-toi de ta force et de ta jeunesse. Sache te redire sans cesse : "Il ne tient qu'à moi."
[André Gide]

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