Hi my name is Ann. i am a 33 year old female who seems to be a little bit lost at the moment. I used to be a very confident young woman. I have struggled to try to figure out why or how I lost all that confidence?? How did I become a spectator instead of being the one that goes out and lives life? I am a nurse and I see lives cut short every day. Why don't I take those lessons and apply them to my personal life?
To be honest I think that I am scared of being alone for the rest of my life. ...

Hi my name is Ann. i am a 33 year old female who seems to be a little bit lost at the moment. I used to be a very confident young woman. I have struggled to try to figure out why or how I lost all that confidence?? How did I become a spectator instead of being the one that goes out and lives life? I am a nurse and I see lives cut short every day. Why don't I take those lessons and apply them to my personal life?
To be honest I think that I am scared of being alone for the rest of my life. The only thing I always wanted, was to meet that special person, fall in love, get married, travel and have kids. The only thing I have managed to do is travel. As I get older, I find it harder and harder to meet people. I truly think that I have let this fear take over my life. Instead of trying to be happy and healthy, I have sunken into my shell and become closed up and quiet which in turn has lead me to emotional eating.
Today is the day that I find out what is holding me back and work on changing it. Whether I am alone or with someone, I need to figure out how to be happy and healthy! I refuse to get older and look back on these years and see that I threw them all away. I want to look back and feel like I accomplished something!

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