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Don't "wish" - wish is a four-letter-word that won't make it happen... Instead, believe in the power within you to MAKE this happen. Take it one day at a time, use the effective tools that are available on this website and work patiently but consistently every day towards your goal. I invite you to visit my SparkPage for a list of helpful steps that worked for me and I encourage you to be positive and enthusiastic about the process. You are here and on your way to a new you!