I am! I am the creator of my reality: my body, my feelings, my thoughts, my actions, my relationships, my dress code. I am the most precious thing in the world. It’s true, my world wouldn’t even exist without me. I am easily constructing and deconstructing my belief systems. I am in charge of my life, my body, my choices. I have the power to commit myself to full recovery of my attention. I expand and evolve through constant upgrading of all my systems and my desires. My desires are - Goddess’s ...

I am! I am the creator of my reality: my body, my feelings, my thoughts, my actions, my relationships, my dress code. I am the most precious thing in the world. It’s true, my world wouldn’t even exist without me. I am easily constructing and deconstructing my belief systems. I am in charge of my life, my body, my choices. I have the power to commit myself to full recovery of my attention. I expand and evolve through constant upgrading of all my systems and my desires. My desires are - Goddess’s life force revealing itself through me. I lovingly promise myself the life of aligned inspiration. My sacredness is recognized and appreciated. It’s safe to be who I am. It is safe to love and be loved. Happiness is my birthright. I am surrounded by the ocean of love and oceanic tidal waves of bliss, beyond anything I knew before. I am the Artist and the Artwork and also I am the Muse and the Goddess to whom this work of art is dedicated. My universe expands and my capacity for ecstasy expands with it! I AM!
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Hello everyone. My name is Addie. I have been overweight ever since I can remember. Great gift from my mother's genes. My dad has always been thin and was always hard on me to be thin as well. Needless to say, his constant harshness toward me to be what the magazines tell us to be took a toll on my personal view of myself and completely deflated any chance for positive self-esteem. I always shrugged it off until recently.

I go to the grocery store and I am ashamed because I can hear children in the distance telling their mothers, "Mommy, she's fat!" The mothers look at me apologetically and tell their child that it's not nice to say things like that. I'm currently at 251lbs. This is the most I have ever weighed and its appalling. Time to get back on the road again and lose this baggage for good.

I was reading posts and I really relate. Every post sounded like me. Done with not being able to buy the cute outfit because their sizes don't go that high. Done with being embarrassed in public, watching people watch you. Done being trapped and not being able to do what I want. Just DONE.

I am happily married to my husband, Nick, who is very supportive in my choices in everything I do. We recently decided to start trying for children. With the help of Spark and hard work, I want to be healthy for our future children.

My target weight is 150lbs, starting from 251lbs. I am looking forward to starting my new life with every one of you. This is a grand opportunity and we will embrace it!

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