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I'm 28, living in Denver. I am an Affective Needs Special Education teacher, and love spending time with my friends as often as I can. I have a dog, who loves being outside which is helpful when it comes to getting outside and walking.

I have struggled with my weight since I was very young (around 4 or 5) and have never been able to really get a handle on it. I was 200 lbs by the time I was in 4th grade (10 years old). I was constantly teased and made fun of as a kid and have ...
I'm 28, living in Denver. I am an Affective Needs Special Education teacher, and love spending time with my friends as often as I can. I have a dog, who loves being outside which is helpful when it comes to getting outside and walking.

I have struggled with my weight since I was very young (around 4 or 5) and have never been able to really get a handle on it. I was 200 lbs by the time I was in 4th grade (10 years old). I was constantly teased and made fun of as a kid and have really had to work hard at removing all of those negative thoughts from my everyday thinking. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 17 (which at least explains why I have to work harder than some to lose weight) and was (finally) diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder in 2008 after seeing counselors/psychologists/psychiatrists, and being misdiagnosed, for about 8 years. I also have hypothyroidism. I will not, however, let these things get in my way. I know that I can overcome anything that comes my way and I'll just be even stronger for being able to overcome them!

I am really doing this for myself, and no one else. If its not about me, I have nothing consistent to hold myself to and really need to lose this weight for all of the right reasons- not superficial ones.

I don't want to be small, or tiny or even "skinny". I like my curves - I just want them to be more...defined rather than being kind of molded together! I can always use motivation and someone(s) to help hold me accountable in my goals!


Current Status:
ABEAUTIFULMESS1 is feeling so much more like herself...had a great weekend spending time with "The Boy" and had some good, needed, conversations with him! Yay for feeling back on track!
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I want to be healthy. I want to be at a stable, healthy weight and be able to appreciate myself more in terms of being happy with how I look.

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I am going to be tracking my food intake to be sure I'm not only eating within a specific calorie range, but also making healthier choices and lowering my intake of carbs and fats, and increasing my fiber/protein intake. I will also be working out 3-5 days per week for at least 20-30/time. I'm going to be doing a modified version of interval training until I am in better shape and then go from there!

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STEPH-KNEE
5/19/2013 2:30:47 AM

Just wanted to send some emoticon dust & emoticon 's your way! I hope you are having a great weekend! emoticon



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WUBBY82
4/12/2013 2:16:20 PM

Chrssy, your goodie this morning made my day!! I enjoy keeping updated on your life, too. There, I admitted it, I'm subscribed to your blogs :) I get all mushy when I read about you and FC. Just let things happen naturally. No need to rush, just let it progress. It's so sweet and simple, isn't it?

Have a fantastic weekend!!!



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3/31/2013 9:29:11 PM

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WRITEWAY73
3/26/2013 10:17:03 AM

I havent been on here in a long time and not sure what brought me back to the spark today but I came to your page and your recent blogs are just like the ones I should be writing. Ive just some out of a long term relationship and reading what you have written really helped. I've made the decision. It is back to sparking! Thanks for the motivation!



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DAUGHTEROFTWIN
3/21/2013 1:43:58 PM

Thanks for your input on my Salad blog. I thought it was so pretty I had to take a picture and share. Not only that, it was delicious. Just what I needed to chase away the winter blahs that have been lingering.



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