| |

I have 1 pics in my gallery
Awards
|
|
I really need support
Hi, my name is Sarah. I'm 29 years old. I have three beautiful children that I've been blessed with. As I'm writing this, I'm crying, because I can't fail again. I have done this before. I want to live...really live with my husband and children. I want to play with them. I want to stop feeling so damn guilty that my mind doesn't match my body. I really need support. My hubby (God bless him) doesn't understand that I need his help too. He tries to give me things to eat and I eat them. no, its ...
Hi, my name is Sarah. I'm 29 years old. I have three beautiful children that I've been blessed with. As I'm writing this, I'm crying, because I can't fail again. I have done this before. I want to live...really live with my husband and children. I want to play with them. I want to stop feeling so damn guilty that my mind doesn't match my body. I really need support. My hubby (God bless him) doesn't understand that I need his help too. He tries to give me things to eat and I eat them. no, its not his fault. but temptation alwys wins. sometimes i find it almost crazy that i'm here. i used to be so fit and in shape. i was 135 and full of energy. an active black belt in karate, i was always moving. i met my husband, starting eating out more. got very comfortable with him. had three wonderful babies, one after another. and here i am. miserable, unhappy, depressed and unhealthy. i vow now to change.
SparkFriends
SparkTeams
|
My Ticker:
| Pounds lost: 18.0 |
 |
|
|
|
Interact with 3LILANGELS1980





|
Recent Blogs:
| |
Profile
Member Since: 11/28/2009
SparkPoints: 168
Fitness Minutes: 230
My Goals:
to play with my children for longer than a few minutes a time. to match what i feel is inside to stop being so scared
My Program:
i am going to start by walking every morning. eating better. making more of an effort
|
|
|