Thanks Dusty! The saying "it takes a village" comes to mind. Others are helping in other ways... I just had a bunch of people get really ill, really fast & all need help at once. Hopefully we will be on the other side of this soonest! And then I will have more spark time again. I oh so can't wait! (hugs)
Thanks for commenting on my blog, and believe me no offense taken! I actually don't need a man to make me happy but I did go thru a period where I needed a mans attention to make me feel good about myself. Practically my whole life I heard "you would be so pretty if you lost weight" that I started believing that.
But no more. I am more confident in myself now and I do have friends that I go out and do stuff with but I miss the intimacy of being with a man. Even though its been only 2 years since my divorce, our marriage in all senses ended 3 years prior to the divorce so that is why I jumped into the online dating so soon after. Unfortunately now a days a lot of the online dating is just for "hookups" and about 65% are married men which is depressing in itself. I was enjoying the attention I received, which was the addiction part, but I realized that the kind of guy I was looking for was not going to be one I find online.
But thanks again for the comments, I appreciate your friendship!