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.help! I'm being held captive inside this fat! Oh, wait, I have the key right here....

~~or is it one of those harrypotter things, with wings???
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I was so thin as a child that i was teased up until later highschool, when i began to fill out normally.
I was a gymnast, a runner, a studio dancer, and i often went out dancing all night long after HS, during the *gulp!* Disco era! (lol). My boyfriend in HS was a modern dancer and very lithe, and we both thought i was the right size when we could see my muscles.
Once when i'd just recovered from a severe ...
~~or is it one of those harrypotter things, with wings???
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I was so thin as a child that i was teased up until later highschool, when i began to fill out normally.
I was a gymnast, a runner, a studio dancer, and i often went out dancing all night long after HS, during the *gulp!* Disco era! (lol). My boyfriend in HS was a modern dancer and very lithe, and we both thought i was the right size when we could see my muscles.
Once when i'd just recovered from a severe illness, family members told me that i had become "surprisingly beautiful"... i was about 20 lbs underweight.
I worked in a Construction (Trade) Union, and worked very hard physically every workday.
I didn't drink coffee when i began that job, but pretty soon after i moved on to drinking alcohol and stuff.
When I first attended OA, where at that time they really didn't understand anorexia, the group asked me to leave. My anorexia worsened and I began to drink too much and made efforts to sculpt my physique with bodybuilding and extreme ripping-down diets (zero fats and very little carbs)
When i finally reached a hospital that could address all my issues, I began to gain weight and try to avoid anorexia, but i still had a very bad eating practice. (the hospital's nutritionist sVct.)..
I kept my weight in check and lower than normal for more years, got sober, got married, moved away from where i'd grown up and got divorced at the same time, my job drastically changed, my dad passed away, i met and happily wed my DH. While i worked 55-60 hours at my dream job, DH got very sick and lost that job, and i got disabled from the accumulated stress.
The first couple of years on disability were sort of a blur, it took time to find the right medicines, and i was pretty much Outofit. By the time i realized i'd gained weight waaayyy up over twice my 'before' weight, it was a shock. I began to attend OA again, while one friend of mine died from her anorexia, and another got close to it before turning back.
My disability has evolved and I'm unable to do some exercises, but i CAN do many, and i will.
I've made Huge! strides in getting past my food 'issues', plural, but i'm still aware it's possible to slide back.
since joining spark and the blc in round 14-on, i've lost nearly 70 lbs, lost track of my groove and gained some back, and have relost most of that gain. I look forward to re-reaching the 190's, and even going healthily on to reach my final HEALTHY goal of 150. Right now, I've got 58 to go! WHOOT!
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this is a video i'd like to see every day:
it might motivate me to MOVE!!
www.sparkpeople.com/resource/dailyspark-vi
deos-detail.asp?video=36

Those who know how to play can easily leap over the adversaries of life. And one who knows how to sing and laugh will never brew mischief. Iglulik Eskimo Proverb
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My BMI was 35.6, at 220 lbs on 5/1/14
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BMI at 34 ... 210 lbs, on 7/12/14 !
BMI at 33 ... 204 lbs ..Nearly There!
BMI at 32 ... 198 lbs
BMI at 31 ... 192 lbs
BMI at 30 ... 186 lbs
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since joining spark and the blc in round 14, i've lost 70 lbs, lost track of my groove and gained some back, and have relost most of that gain. I look forward to re-reaching the 190's, and even going healthily on to reach my final HEALTHY goal of 150. Right now, I've got 58 to go! WHOOT!

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