Your enthusiasm is infectious. I have thought of you often. I think I understand your wanting to run. When I am walking I see others running, and now I want to do it. Yesterday for the first time I tried to jog. I alternated jogging and walking. And I did the same today. I thought of you both times! I worried I looked ridiculous, but then I didn't care, and it was fun! Fun because I could do it. Fun because I have changed my lifestyle to include fitness and eating healthy, and I feel better, and like you, I never want to go back to what I was before. Thank you for sharing your positive story!