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Figuring It Out Mommy

I am Marissa, 23, and mommy to my beautiful 2 year old daughter.
I am so tired of talking about what I have done in the past and all of my old failures. I am starting new and taking every single day as a new one. I could write for pages about what went wrong and how to fix it. But I am going to pretend like I have never done this before and I am going to praise myself for all the little things!
I want to be a role model for my baby and while I feel like I have been failing, I am ...
I am Marissa, 23, and mommy to my beautiful 2 year old daughter.
I am so tired of talking about what I have done in the past and all of my old failures. I am starting new and taking every single day as a new one. I could write for pages about what went wrong and how to fix it. But I am going to pretend like I have never done this before and I am going to praise myself for all the little things!
I want to be a role model for my baby and while I feel like I have been failing, I am going to start doing my best starting today!




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CHUBBYFENCER
6/24/2013 1:48:25 AM

I appreciate your comment on my blog. I can totally handle the criticism, but I thought I'd follow up with you because you may have misunderstood me (actually, I commented after you, but wasn't sure you'd check back, haha).

Perhaps we both simply became unhealthy for different reasons...to the extent that you cannot relate to mine. I am not blaming other people for my problems - I am saying the people who said they would support me are insisting that I be in an environment I've told them I can't be in.

They are contributors to my problem. Not sources.

Specifically, I am an emotional eater and, as someone new to my journey towards wellness, am still NEW to learning to curb my cravings and impose self control. It is not something I have practiced in many years. This is week 6 for me. I have learned to control myself when I am BY myself but NOT when I am around others. I have been open with those close to me and they said that they would support me. They just haven't actually taken any actions to actually do that. Perhaps I would be less frustrated with them if they said they would never help at all.

I admire you for never feeling out of control and such a trait is something I hope to be able to grow into (sooner would be better). But it is not a strength I currently share with you.

Have a good week! Work hard! emoticon



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DEWADDICTNOMORE
6/8/2013 8:38:14 AM

Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it. -Lou Holtz



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DEWADDICTNOMORE
6/3/2013 9:44:19 PM

Awww......thank you!!! I agree it sounds like we have some things in common. I am looking forward to getting to know you. I am here anytime you need me :) emoticon



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TRENTDREAMER
6/1/2013 8:22:31 PM

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