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I am 25. 25!! Yet I am one of the biggest people I know. I cant weigh my self because i do not have a scale that I can do it on. I know that I am around 375 lbs which is a horrible weight. My self esteem has suffered because of it. I bump into people constantly and try to play it off as a joke. I even make fun of my own wight by saying that my ass is secretly snacking when i am not looking. I need to stop making excuses and jokes and start shedding the pounds. It needs to come off and only I know I can do it. I need to re-establish my purpose in life and show people that I am more than just a fat person.

Member Since: 4/23/2007

Fitness Minutes: 8,303

My Goals:
I want to be able to look at my self in the mirror and like what I see. I want to be able to ride a roller coaster and fit. I want to walk with out my overlarge rear end knocking people. I want to fly to Paris and fit in the seats. I want people to stop staring and calling out derogatory names. I want space in between my legs and not fat. Right now I will settle for weigh myself on a at home scale.

My Program:
I am not a lazy person. I have a job that requires my to be active. SO I set a goal of three miles 6 days a week. It might seem like a lot but for me I know I can do it. Its already been two weeks and I been doing great.

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I am currently going to school for secondary education in biology. Its been tough but I am finnally starting my student teaching in the fall. I need to be smaller to be able to keep up. I also work at Panera, big conflict with goals.

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  • v CATTI53
    You can do this and most importantly YOU DESERVE IT! It sounds like you have a great sense of humor which I find helps me with my journey. You're doing great and I know you can accomplish whatever you set your mind to. emoticon
    2902 days ago
    Hi Lovestruke! I read that you needed support. What's going on? I know you're doing awesome because you've lost 25lbs and that's huge!!! If there's anything I can help you with, please feel free to leave me a comment or send me a private message.

    If you're simply having a bad food day, then just breath, take a minute to recollect yourself and ask yourself "is a moment of satisfaction worth ruining my success?" I bet the answer's no. If it's exercise, then hey take it one lap at a time. go out for a 10 minute walk. 10 minutes. That's it. When you're getting close to those 10 minutes being over ask yourself "Do I really have something to do in the house or can I spare another 10 minutes of walking?" You're already out there, might as well go for it, right? You can do this! You are awesome!!
    2905 days ago
    Welcome to SPEW!!! Who is your favorite Harry character???

    Tracy in PA
    2942 days ago
    Hi- Welcome to the EE team! Great place for support, and encouragement, and a place to vent if you need to!

    10 Positive Assumptions

    1) I will make and keep my commitments.

    2) I will find the right people who can help me.

    3) I will look for an answer in every problem.

    4) I will give up trying and simply do.

    5) I will make it okay to be wrong and make mistakes.

    6) I will create my own good luck.

    7) I will not be afraid to lose before I win.

    8 ) I will do it now!

    9) I will be who I am and become what I was meant to be.

    10) I will accept that all things are possible.

    -Robert Anthony, in his book Betting on Yourself.

    Hope to see you on the message boards! Have a great day!
    Co Leader Emotional Eaters

    2944 days ago
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    ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¨Welcome to the EE team!!
    I’ve belonged to a lot of teams here on spark-- i really do believe that the Emotional Eaters team is one of the very best, it’s a great group of people- very supportive and encouraging-- and it is very refreshing to talk with people who "get" what you're going through!! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*¸.•´¸.•*¨¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
    Check out the main page of the EE team- there are “stickied” topics you may be interested in to get involved- a buddy thread, a place to introduce yourself, weigh-in challenge, a birthday post. ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´ (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ¸.•♥´ .•´¨¨ ¸´¸.•´¸.•*¨)¸¸.•´ ..•-~'¸.•*¨)
    Spark has a lot of great tools, and you will learn which ones work best for you. The best tools are the people tho, always willing to lend a hand, an ear, or a shoulder. I’ve been here for over a year now, and I still am overwhelmed, every day, by the kindness and goodness of others on this team!! That has made a world of difference for me. I hope you have the same success! ¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.*.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*
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    You are- WONDERFUL-cuz you’re you!!! BELIEVE IT!!! operationbeautiful-- END THE FAT TALK!!! ¸.•*¨¸.•´¸.•*¨(¸.•´ (¸.•´(¸.•´¸¸.•¨¸♥¨`*,¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.
    (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. ~~best of luck to you on all of your goals!!! (¸.¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥. emoticon
    2945 days ago
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