I was just praying for you, Mary, & had a thought that I want to share. Because of your great enjoyment in cooking , I considered how wonderful it would be for you to visit a friend's home & enjoy a visit as y'all cooked & enjoyed a meal together. I am not sure if that is even a possibility; however, if you find it worth consideration, I hope you find it worth working toward becoming a reality. I do know that you have that wonderful friend & I feel certain she would welcome such a visit in her home, if it were within the realm of possibility for you to travel. I believe, too, that it would do you a world of good to have a day away from the daily routine of the place you are staying. Again, just a thought that I feel could have merit.