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STOP GAINING NOW! WEARING MY RINGS IS IN MY FUTURE!

OK--tried to do a SparkPage 3 times so very frustrated! Last try!! I had surgery 2 weeks ago & had to be weighed for the General anesthesia (find out how much to put out an elephant!) & I've avoided scales for a long time so I was shocked to see I weighed 197.2 lbs.

On my 5' 3" frame that means a lot of rolls, double (triple? I also avoid mirrors) chins, spider veins that appeared as the weight did, thick ankles, & only ONE top that fits as can't keep buying bigger & bigger & ...
OK--tried to do a SparkPage 3 times so very frustrated! Last try!! I had surgery 2 weeks ago & had to be weighed for the General anesthesia (find out how much to put out an elephant!) & I've avoided scales for a long time so I was shocked to see I weighed 197.2 lbs.

On my 5' 3" frame that means a lot of rolls, double (triple? I also avoid mirrors) chins, spider veins that appeared as the weight did, thick ankles, & only ONE top that fits as can't keep buying bigger & bigger & grow out of them (wash top every night).

I re-sized my wedding & engagement rings TWICE (made larger, of course) & REFUSE to do it again despite my husband telling me to. It would be tantamount to admitting I will never be able to get rid of this excess weight so they sit in a drawer which makes me so sad as we've been married 38 yrs. & I was a size 2 when we got married & I know he is disappointed in what I've turned into (so am I).

I've had assistance in gaining this weight from medication for bipolar depression, quitting smoking, menopause & WELL--ME! I overeat & use food as a dysfunctional coping tool: to ease boredom, loneliness,anger,"tune out" life & so much more, but it only works for a short period of time & then turns back against me w/lowering my self-esteem (already in the gutter; how much lower can it go?) & making all my problems worse in the long run.
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BECKSTEVENSON
7/28/2014 5:13:32 PM

Hi There! I'm not hiding anywhere. :) I was inactive for a very long time and am just now finding my way back to the site. I saw the message you had left on my page a couple years ago, and I thought I would see if you were still active. I'm glad that you are!

Looking forward to sparking with you!

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SUSIETIG
5/5/2014 11:04:51 AM

What an awesome birthday!
Glad to know you!
Enjoy your family& ipod.
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JUST2MUCH2
5/4/2014 3:25:46 PM

Thank you so much for the birthday greetings! Son flew in from Paris & daughter from Seattle to spend weekend w/me. Son now going to show me how to use bday gift--iPod!



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JUST2MUCH2
5/4/2014 3:19:33 PM

I'm honored to be your friend . Thanks!!



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5/4/2014 12:01:53 PM

Read a post from a team we belong to together.
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