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me at 197 pounds, 40 years old, no makeup





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starting all over AGAIN!

Well....i am having to start all over again.. am up to right at 230! My highest weight ever!

I have had three surgeries in the past 4 years...maybe 5. I can't count...and now I have two "slipped discs."

Hopefully, I will not need another surgery. I am starting all over again...but this time I do have motivation....I am feeling stronger willed than I have in a long time. The body might be weak...but really it is the will that keeps us going anyway.

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Well....i am having to start all over again.. am up to right at 230! My highest weight ever!

I have had three surgeries in the past 4 years...maybe 5. I can't count...and now I have two "slipped discs."

Hopefully, I will not need another surgery. I am starting all over again...but this time I do have motivation....I am feeling stronger willed than I have in a long time. The body might be weak...but really it is the will that keeps us going anyway.

I am beginning to feel more compassion towards myself....starting to finally love myself to any degree.

I am lucky...because I have a lot of good friends here on Sparkpeople and also on www.schizophrenia.com that are very supportive of me.
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Member Since: 4/6/2007

SparkPoints: 14,785

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My Goals:
My goal is to eventually get down to 125. And then I would like to stay between 125 and 130. I weighed around 127 in high school when I wasn't dieting and around 117 when I was dieting. But overall, I am looking at this as a lifestyle change, not a diet.

My Program:
I am eating around 1,200- 1,600 calories a day. I actually lose weight more when I eat around 1,600 calories. I guess my body goes into starvation mode a little early.

I enjoy yoga and try to do yoga every day. I try to do two hours of yoga every day. (Although this week has been a bad week for yoga...husband wanted the house cleaned instead..lol)

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3/10/2016 8:56:13 PM

emoticon Happy Belated Birthday, DONE GIRL

In Pisces, the Sun is sensitive and idealistic. You are "tuned in" to your environment, and aware of everything happening in your world, and to everyone around you. Pisces is the dream sign of the zodiac. You may be one of the true dreamers of the world, often getting caught up in impractical plans and ideas. You absorb the ideas and the mental outlook of those around you, for better or for worse. The decisions that you make may be workable, if sometimes emotional and erratic. Often these decisions are made on hunches and feelings with little or no foundation in fact. Creative, spiritual and often a bit mystical, you can be impractical and illogical.
You're a moody and introspective person, and it's hard for others to understand you. It may be hard for you to understand yourself sometimes. Your temperament varies from being optimistic to being acutely pessimistic.
Although you may be very shy and unassuming, you care deeply about your stature and succeeding in your endeavors. You may feel vulnerable and anxious when you are unsure of your status and circumstances. You have a deeply hidden inner pride and when this is attacked in any way, you react emotionally.
Compassionate, tolerant, kind, and loving, you are easily influenced by others because you don't want to hurt anyone. Always charming and likable, you are good to those in distress. You are as fond of animals as you are people. You are sympathetic to the world's unfortunate, including every stray animal and helpless soul you meet. You are more concerned with others' well-being than your own, and you want to save people from themselves. You are easily taken in by a hard-luck story and often leave yourself open to be used. You are always there with a shoulder to cry on for your friends in need. Frequently people take advantage of this compassionate nature.
If you are a typical Pisces, you're likely to suffer from an inferiority complex. You probably lack an adequate sense of self-confidence, as you are so very sensitive, shy and introspective. You never feel that you do enough, so you often overwork, putting stress on your physical body. In your quiet way, you accomplish much. Having a natural tendency to become a workaholic, you must have a generous amount of escape time, preferably with total solitude.
The nature of Pisces is very adaptable and pliable. You may have to fight for a sense of stability and to resist the impulses of the moment.



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Happy Birthday, Done Girl! !! Hope you have a fantastic day, and a wonderful year ahead of you. May all your birthday wishes come true! Woot!
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3/2/2016 9:54:51 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONE GIRL!!
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