My highest weight: 285 March 14, 2013
May 2011. 244 lbs. This is the biggest I had ever been at that point, but it still crept up.
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When I was 13 years old, I became fed up with being the fat kid with stomach problems who never had any energy. I went from 190 lbs to 140 lbs in about 9 months. I looked and felt great, but unfortunately I didn't think I looked great. I was incredibly insecure and self conscious. I was obsessed with my measurements and every bit of food going into my mouth. Everything was about the numbers, and none of it was about how I felt. Unsurprisingly, I couldn't keep it up. I burnt out, and as the ...
When I was 13 years old, I became fed up with being the fat kid with stomach problems who never had any energy. I went from 190 lbs to 140 lbs in about 9 months. I looked and felt great, but unfortunately I didn't think I looked great. I was incredibly insecure and self conscious. I was obsessed with my measurements and every bit of food going into my mouth. Everything was about the numbers, and none of it was about how I felt. Unsurprisingly, I couldn't keep it up. I burnt out, and as the stress built up, so did my waistline.
Finally my first year of college I began to love my body. I felt far more comfortable in it at 200 lbs than I ever had at 140. I was thrilled. I could look into a mirror and see past the curve of my stomach and on to the contours of my hips and the strong lines of my back. I could see my own beauty. The moment I realized this is one of my most treasured memories. I remember starting at myself in the mirror on the back of my dorm wall and realizing that I was pretty. I nearly cried.
Unfortunately I experienced some severe health issues that resulted in my taking medication that causes weight gain. I also began a relationship with someone with an incredibly fast metabolism that ate a lot of junk food. At the same time a financial crisis erupted in my life. My weight started to climb again, and it shot up suddenly when the relationship turned toxic. I still love my body, but it's not the same. I've crossed a line with my weight. I'm not longer just heavy, I'm obese. Though I love it, it's harder to see the beauty under the fat. The beautiful curves and contours I loved are hidden behind thirty pounds of fat.
I broke things off with my fiance and transferred to a cheaper college. My sister is attending this college as well, and she's a fit dietetics major who is helping me. I am no longer alone and floundering. I'm back on track and have the support I need.
I'm making small changes and focusing more on how I feel and look than what the numbers say. I'm walking to classes instead of getting a parking permit and driving. I'm celebrating the way my clothing fits and the increasing ease of walking to the top of campus. My previous weight loss interrupted my life. This time, I'm going truly live. I'm going to be healthy and happy.
This is my true healthy smiles campaign.
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Member Since: 10/22/2006
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I'm trying to make more reasonable seeming and smaller goals and stick to them. Instead of beating myself up for not reaching a large goal, I get to celebrate small successes and just keep planning more goals. For now, instead of planning for a healthy weight range goal, I'm just looking to shed the obesity.
*Lose 90 lbs
*Do a push up
*Be able to grab my ankles from a bridge/back bend
*Get my BMI below 30.
*Bring my resting heart rate into the 70's
*Lose 20 lbs before FIONNUALLA!
* Limit calories to between 1900 and 2400 per day.
*Eat at least two servings of fruits or veggies a day.
*Cut out most refined sugar.
*Do 15 minutes of cardio at least 5 days a week.
*Do yoga or stretch for 10 minutes a day, every day.
*Be outside in the sunshine for at least 10 minutes every day
I just spent the past two years at The College of Idaho as a biology major. I recently transferred to Idaho State University where I am changing to a microbiology major.
Diseases fascinate me.
When I exercise my favorite cardio machine is the elliptical trainer. Outside of the gym I like to bike.
At the moment I'm really out of shape, and I'm an asthmatic. Basically I just do what I can and work up to more impressive things.