I want to stop avoiding cameras because I don't want a record of what I look like now.
I want to wear shorts next summer without being ashamed of my legs.
I want to go to the doctor and not be told that I need to lose weight.
I want to get a physical and not worry about what my blood tests are going to say.
I want to stop having to go clothes shopping because I have nothing that fits.
I am using many of the Beach Body DVDs and Zumba to work on fitness. Right now I'm doing Turbo Jam with some Zumba thrown in. As I get fitter, I plan on moving to Turbo Fire and adding in the strength training from P90X.
Diet is my downfall. Right now, I'm working on being aware of what goes into my mouth on a daily basis. I'm following the SparkPeople calorie and nutrition guidelines and using those as my basis.
I actually ended up doing both! It was so hot, I only tanned for a couple hours and jumped in the pool to cool off then came in and did some art. It was a good day. The ETP planer is the emergent task planner. Found it here http://davidseah.com/node/the-emergent-tas k-planner/