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I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I ...
I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In fact, I can not remember a time when I wasn't the "phat, fat funny girl" in the group.

I am really outgoing and to be honest, until I catch a glimpse of myself in a reflection or a picture of myself at some event- I forget just how much more space I take up than my family and friends do.

I recently moved and came across some boxes filled with random papers. Obscure dates/ weight goals/ diet tracking- I never reached a single goal I set for my weight. Oh, I would drop a few pounds here and there but nothing close to the major drop that I know I need to do for a healthy lifestyle.

I recently went back to my hometown after 12 years. It was hard to look past the shock on some faces. I have gained about 40 pounds since they last saw me (and I wasnt exactly small then!)

It was one of those "character building" moments. Do I go to an event where lots of people will see me or do I pretend to be sick and unable to make it.

I went. Now I want to go again and see expressions of "So good to see you!" vs "oh, I didnt recognize you!"
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Member Since: 12/10/2008

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Fitness Minutes: 4,773

My Goals:
To look like my photos again!

Ok that is my first goal :)



I would like to stop "posing" for pictures cause I'm trying to find a flattering spot (usually hiding behind other family members)





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I am trying to stay motivated to keep excerise a priority. I also (no surprise here) really need to pay more attention to what I actually eat!

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I recently moved in with relatives and while I know they are not responsible for what I eat, its so hard for me to pass up on all the goodies and excess food that is available all the time!

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LISSA1976
8/16/2015 2:23:54 AM

You were right, I was busy. 😉 I just finished planning and hosting the little ones first birthday party. Now I'm back and go to my first cardio barre class tomorrow. What are you up to? Ready to hit this together again? Xo



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MAYIE53
7/10/2015 1:08:32 PM

Thanks so much for the goodie. The ray of sunshine gift is a wonderful start to my day. emoticon



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AUNA_CALM
3/16/2015 3:09:25 PM

Thank you for the encouraging comment on my A Sugar Battle blog! emoticon

I'm adding you as a friend, I hope that's okay!



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JAYBIRDNFLIGHT
8/18/2013 6:17:33 PM

i'm here! thanks for checking up on me. lots of reflection and lots to sift through, but i'm prepared and ready to sort it all out. my happiness depends on it.

how are you?



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ICANDI4U
7/25/2013 11:51:30 PM

Thank's for stopping by and checking on me. I'm no longer doing the raw diet, but I'm now getting into the Ecology Diet. I have yet to download the rest of the book on my phone though. It may have raw food as a part, but it focuses on fermentation too. I will keep you posted.

How are things with you?



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