This journey isn't easy. No one says it will be. It is gonna be work, hard work. Are you gonna wimp your way through life and let food knock you down??? It's food. It is not a bear or a hurricane. It can't hurt you unless you **let** it hurt you. Are you gonna stand up and say that for one day you are in control or are you gonna dwell on the fact that overall perfection is unobtainable, so why try?
Go for one day spark streaks. I don't care if they come in a row or not. Practice being really good for one whole day. That's where to start. After you become practiced at one day streaks try for a two day streak. All you have to do is start.
Thanks again for the support. Little Raiden's chest tube came out today and he's been photographed eating a container of yogurt...thin and looking so tiny but a big improvement, and his grandpa is set to start his chemo so he too will make progress I am sure and we will all adjust to the "new normal" in our lives. When it rains it pours.
Well so happy to see you back and ready to rock and roll! Thanks for the supportive comment. The kids posted some pictures this morning, it's tough for them to see him like this but being a former cardiac nurse it's exactly what I expected to see. He's a little fighter so the battle continues!