What a wonderful and heartfelt message. I can tell you are a strong person and you WILL get back to where you were in 99. Your writing and the courage I can hear between those lines of words is so strong. You have the support of SP family, friends, and most of all you have God in your corner fighting for you every inch of the way. You know what you want and you can do it. You make a commitment to God and you can make a commitment to yourself to do what is right for you. God bless you in your journey. You've already started your journey and just know people are here rooting you on.