Only you can decide which to follow. I can't make a comment or give advice not knowing you or the situation. I know that when I haven't followed my gut I've regretted it, but the heart can be just as powerful. Try to use your head and combine both. Sorry you're dealing with something crappy.
I am 5'4". Starting Weight (4.6.11) 164.6 First Goal 130 - Reached September 2011 Currently maintaining under 120 and working on changing my mental image of myself!
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