I know how you feel, this site is awesome though, it really helps to log on as much as you can and just track your stuff. I gained 81 lbs in 3 months back in 2009-2010. I weighed 150 before i gained the weight, which is very tough. ive never weighed over 160 before. I tried lots of stuff but this site really helps, I started losing weight in june, ive lost 36 pounds since ive been on this site getting closer to my goal. Wish you lots of luck!!!