If you are experiencing a fear of eating, you may want to contact your doctor for a referral to a nutritionist or professional who can help you work through your fear. Just having a professional who is trained in helping those face may be what will help you overcome this issue. Below is a link to Coach Dean's article on Recognizing Easting Disorders with references at the end on where to get help if you do not want to contact your doctor. www.sparkpeople.com/resource/nutrition_art
I hope this helps!