Don't beat yourself up because you turned to food for comfort. We all would do the same if faced with the medical situation you're going through. You are not a bad person or an unhealthy one because you ate one too many deviled eggs. It happens. You're human. put it out of your mind.
As I tell all new members,"don't look at good health or weight loss with an all or nothing mentality". If the only healthy thing you did for yourself today was drink 8 glasses of water, that's still a step in the right direction.
Right now, don't worry about how many calories you eat. instead, try to eat as healthfully as possible. Eat wholesome foods that nourish your body because right now, you need to keep your energy up.
You're a strong woman who's already passed round 5. that's phenomenal !! Everything really will be okay.