sorry about your lost, but you will do fine as there are MANY people in the community that need YOU. Look for them and give them your best.
My husband's 2nd cousin called to tell him that his cousin, Rosie had died at age 74 from a heart attack, which was a shock to the family. He hadn't seen her in 10 yrs, but remembered all the fun she was when he was growing up. We have to remember the good times.