I worked out at the gym on Saturday and now I am paying for it now. I can't wait to go again tomorrow. I love the gym scene and can't wait to see results soon,. I have 5 free sessions with a personal trainer but I don't know if I can keep her as one after that. The money isn't there for me to have a personal trainer until I reach my goal of losing 90 lbs. I hope my hubbies boss will approve it so I can have a personal trainer all the way through my goals.
My life is going the way I want and I can't wait to show off my new body to everyone. I have finally controlled my stress levels and now I am working on my self esteem to working within a gym. I have never done anything like that before and I am still a little scared to workout in front of people but I know I can handle it. I know that when people workout in a gym they have to take the good with the bad but me I am scared to fail.