Tonight we had my grandpa's 85th
dinner at his favorite restaurant. It was good, but half way through there I realized that I don't belong here anymore. They are my family and I care about them, but I just don't belong here anymore. I'm going to do some research this summer and figure out which state that doesn't have a state income tax is the cheapest places to live. Then I will file my paperwork to transfer my CNA license and start looking for an accounting job there. If I want to grow and heal I can not do it here.