back!! I'm so glad you're here!
It's OK if it hasn't gone well prior to this moment. Start right now and make other choices. It's totally up to you! You CAN do this. When I started, I struggled EVERY evening. I did well during the day, but every evening, I messed it all up. But, I tried again every day. Finally, it clicked!!!
Keep working on what is causing you to be unsuccessful. You'll get it right. You'll figure it out. Get on teams that meet your needs. Friends help!! It's the difference in success and struggling.
Wishing you great success! YOU are soooooo worth the effort!