Welcome to SP!
Don't worry there are other guys here. You aren't alone.
This is a welcoming, supportive community. Members are helpful and knowledgeable .
One of the best ways to stay accountable is to be active on your Spark Teams. It's always good to join several as some are more active than others. Plus, it's a good way to make new Spark Friends with similar interests or challenges.
Best of luck to you. You can do it!