I am sorry you are going through a difficult time. Take one day at a time. Enjoy that beautiful baby.
I added you as a Spark friend. Although I am quite a bit older than you, please feel free to contact me any time you feel like "talking".
I know what it is like. I live alone and have no immediate family, just a few cousins who do not live close by.
I have been going through a very difficult time, also. My very close friend is going through some serious health issues and just today experienced a setback. I have having a very difficult time dealing with it.
Good luck in overcoming your hurdles.