Congratulations for getting to maintenance! But man....I know what you mean! I've done well since March 9th and these past couple days I've indulged in a pan of rice Krispy squares, why I made those I don't know, thought others in the house would eat them. This past week has been the first week I have messed up so bad. I find myself asking if I will ever be able to control the binge beast. I'm not going to give up or give in though, haven't lost it that bad. I suppose that's when regular physical activity comes into play. Exercising regularly counteracts the extra calories we eat when we stray. I tell myself that's where I really need to focus now, because I haven't been active. :( Not sure if I have given you any help with your topic, but I can sure relate. I suppose the idea is to never give up, keep up the good fight!