I have truly failed the last couple of weeks! I attended a family re-union and just went crazy for all the food. I hated myself with every bite but I couldn't stop. I feel like everyone around me is judging me as a failure now and they don't believe I can do it. It is effecting my mental health as I have PTSD and severe depression, which I am being treated for. I am trying to get back in the loop on my diet but it just seems like I don't have the willpower anymore. I am just so hungry all the time. Just feel like what's the use of trying sometimes! You would think a 53 year old man that is a retired Prison Warden would have plenty of self discipline, but I don't anymore! I just can't seem to get it together!!!!!!!