Okay, I have been doing this for over six years there are days I want to say forget it and then I thing what in the heck am I talking about ...this is how I obtain my dream. Sure it can be a pain in the butt but oh the benefits.
Do I miss the consequences of my old lifestyle......no, sure I could eat what ever, rarely drink water, not exercise but wow the pain it brought me... terrible health, diminished self-esteem, complaining about what I would not change, etc.....
so refocus and state why you are doing what you do. The choice is yours and yours alone.
I wish you well on this journey of life