I am starting again after two months away. I am scared I may fail. I think that is part of why I fell back. I may blame it on my surgery, my disappointing 5k walk, my new medical conditions, etc. but I know they are only excuses. I need to jump in with both feet and not worry about the waves. This summer I will play in the park with my grandkids. I will walk my dog further than my back yard. I will make myself better than before. I will go back to school. I will loose the weight. I will be better in my Faith. I will be an example for Christ.