Hello everyone! My name is Jennifer and I am getting engaged this Christmas. I am 33 yrs old, I am 5'2" and weigh in at a whopping 226#. My soon-to-be fiance' is 5'5" and only 148. He constantly tells me he loves me for me. I appreciate that but I am very disgusted with myself. I do have depression issues so food is my best friend. I was laid off of my job last February, so it's been really hard for me as well as others, I don't know what to do as far as motivating myself. I seem to eat 24/7 and none of the foods I eat are healthy!!! Please help!!