I hope you feel better soon! I looked at your ticker and I can tell that you will be traveling a road I have journeyed on. I went from 261 to 166 and I wanted to share a blog I wrote with you: www.dailyspark.com/blog.asp?post=scale_hat
Don't let the numbers on the scale alter the fact that you need to pursue a healthy lifestyle day in and day out regardless of what that number says. It doesn't define you.
Wish you all the best!