Hopefully this will be the time I lose the weight I need to be a healthier being. It is beyond losing weight for looks, getting too old for that. I want to be healthy for myself, and family. I am entering a new phase in my life and I want to make the best for the rest of my life. I need encouragement cause I tried to do this on my own and learned that support is needed. I hope I don't write your eyes off with all my writing;). Thank you spark for being here with no charge I appreciate and grateful. Hope I can encourage as much as I'm encourage, even more:).